няшей быть сложно, но я стараюсь
Let me express my thoughts that last 3 or more weeks in my soul. I missed my home re I can imagine. Ha, you see. That's how everything goes. In 4 month I missed my old life, my scared past and myself, in particulary, 'cause it's no more I sitting in front of PC and writing this lines.
Now I cleared my mental murk. Now I realised fully how when and where I want to be, with whom and in which conditions. Good for me. I waited for 22 years to obtain harmony and patience.
By the way, on Friday I become older, one more year, more chances, more memories and feelings. Life is about to have fun and share wonderful moments with surrounders. And I feel grateful for understanding this from the core of my heart.
Despite of days pass a little boring I still enjoy them, I enjoy coldness outside and hugging my little bro before going sleep. I do happy here. This short period that heavens give me to realise that I have lots of fullfilments that demand accomplishment. And what's more - I KNOW the way I should follow. My way of ninja, as funny as it may sounds.
There is no place for hatred, envious and anger in my soul. Bad things dissapeared and I feel myself like freed from the cage blue bird of dream.
Okay, I have to go. I wish all my posts will fill with nice thoughts like this one.